She was fine at lights-out and dead the next morning, and immediately the rehabber litany of self-blame began. What did I miss? What didn’t I do that I should have done? What did I do that I shouldn’t have done? Every rehabber who loses an animal is familiar with the drill, as we go through it Every. Single. Time. one of our rehabs dies in our care…
Here’s my checklist for this deceased Coop:
· Eating well? Check
· Poop normal? Check
· Casting pellets? Check
· Pellets normal? Check
· Alert and active? Check and check
· Sutures in place? Check
· Still on meds? Check
· No signs of infection? Nope
· No signs of frounce or capillaria? Nope
Add to this that a vet exam showed no injuries aside from the elbow gash that we sutured, and you come up with a big fat “WHY?” I have no clue, aside from the fact that Coops are accipiters, and as such, psychotic. It’s like they sit there and decide, “I’ll show you. If you won’t release me to rip my wing open and die from infection, I’ll just drop dead in my crate overnight, anyway—that’ll teach ya.”
In less depressing news, despite the threat (and in most of the state, the reality) of bad weather last week, we only got rain, so as soon as it stopped I was able to release both the pigeon and the killdeer by just leaving the flight pen door open for them to leave when they chose to. As you may recall, I refused to put them in the pen together, so the day the pigeon left, the killdeer went in. The pigeon hung around for a few post-release photos; the killdeer did not. Before moving him into the flight pen, though, I did snap updated photos of his injured eye versus his uninjured eye. He wasn’t totally blind in the injured eye, which was excellent news.